Where oh where has my inner goddess gone?

I think I've been lost in space or lost in the outer world more like it.
My days seem to be passing in a whirlwind of events and happenings that have me becoming more disengaged from myself with each passing week.
I feel like I am just going through the motions of being a spiritual being and not really connecting truly with the Goddess.
I know I'm Wiccan.
I know I am true to the Goddess.
I know I love her.
I tell people I do.
I continue to teach people about Her.
And I know she is all around me and within me.
OR is it that I am so used to Her , so used to feeling her within and around me that it's something I don't even have to think about any more?
IT just IS
SHE just IS
But just in case I will self prescribe -
More meditation
More ritual
More gratitude
More singing to her
More dancing for her
AND
Dear Goddess , I thank you, on behalf of this parched land, for the amazing rain over the last 2 days.
Blessed Be