Universal wisdom???

I don't get it. I dropped my corporate work days down to 2 to make space for my massage business to grow and it seems to have come to a halt instead (I sound like a whining child)
On the one hand I believe the universe is forcing me to rest up before I start a new venture next month, but on the other I wonder if this is how it's always going to be.
"Oh ye of little faith!!!! Have faith" I hear you screaming at me.
Trust .
Believe .
Go within .
All things I need to learn.
Nourish .
Nurture .
Be strong of heart .
Be true to self .
All things I need to do.
See the beauty.
See the love.
See the heart.
Be it.
Do it.
See it.
Live it.
Have the courage.
Have the strength.
Have the faith.
Be love.
Be heart.
Be strong.
Be courageous.
Be true.
Be real.
Be the Goddess within and without.
Shine, Twinkle and Sparkle.