Dear Diary...........

Planning my birthday ritual, a womens circle, I want everyone to tell a piece of my herstory and in turn I will offer a piece of theirherstory back. Lots of drumming and singing and laughing. It should be truly magickal. If only the one person I want there the most could be there. I s'pose I'll have to accept her spirit presence instead of the physical. It's not fair, still, after all these years that i miss her so much and i'm still angry that she's not here. And I still don't understand why she was taken from us so prematurely. and why do I still cry every day. and sometimes life sucks especially when it doesn't turn out the way you want it to. and why are teenage girls so damn moody, and....... I could go on forever but my naturally optimistic nature has already kicked in and switched moods. What a marvellous night for a moondance.........