Dear Diary...........

Planning my birthday ritual, a womens circle, I want everyone to tell a piece of my herstory and in turn I will offer a piece of theirherstory back. Lots of drumming and singing and laughing. It should be truly magickal. If only the one person I want there the most could be there. I s'pose I'll have to accept her spirit presence instead of the physical. It's not fair, still, after all these years that i miss her so much and i'm still angry that she's not here. And I still don't understand why she was taken from us so prematurely. and why do I still cry every day. and sometimes life sucks especially when it doesn't turn out the way you want it to. and why are teenage girls so damn moody, and....... I could go on forever but my naturally optimistic nature has already kicked in and switched moods. What a marvellous night for a moondance.........

Just feelin' silly

Lover of mine, friend so divine, feelin' so fine, oops it's a bottle of wine.

Blessings

Blessings all around me
Blessings abound in me
Blessings in my day and night
Blessings all through my life
I am so blessed
I ams o blessed

Living Chant

Let the life I live stand for me
Let the life I live stand for me
When I'm lying in my grave and there's nothing left to say
Let the life I live stand for me

An angels message from beyond

I have been touched by an angel.
Her gossamer wings have eased my troubled brow and soothed my troubled mind.
Her songs of compassion and healing have rippled through my muscles , travelled through my blood, to calm my troubled soul, to mend my fractured heart.
I have been touched by an angel.
Sent to me by my sister, who is always watching me from above.
I have been touched by an angel.
She was bringing me your love.

Chant of the moment

My sister the moon sings her song to my womb , dancing the circle of life. (unfortunately I can't take credit for writing this one, but I love it soooooo much, it calls to my very essence)

Night of the Dark Moon

The night of the Dark Moon meditation promised to be an interesting journey for the women of our circle. As I read the meditation even I felt uncomfortable and it was soon evident that so did some of the women for I could hear a few gentle snores, which signalled to me, that rather than meet their shadow side they had chosen to drift off into an innocent slumber of ignorance. Those that chose to take the journey were happy to acknowledge the pain that meeting their shadow side had caused and the others, well maybe another time........ And me? I love & acknowledge the Dark Mother, just as I love all her other faces, for they are part of me and I am part of her & as we become one I cherish my journey and ask What more?....

I am the tree
I am the earth
I go back to the place of my birth
Back to the earth
Back to the fire
Back to the heart of my desire
Earth, air, fire and water
Into your arms for I am your daughter
Earth, air, fire and water
Crone, mother, maiden, daughter

Song to the moon

O Mother moon, I seek your wisdom
O Mother moon, I seek your power
O Mother moon, I seek your knowledge
On this night , in this hour

WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are the women
We are the word
We are the women
We wanna be heard
We'll tell your story
We'll spread the word
We'll tell your story
It's gotta be heard
Cos we are the women
The wisdom, the women, the wisdom

PROTECTION

I am the power from within. I am the power from without. Every day and every night keep me safe and protected with your light.

Honesty

How are people meant to know you if you don't show them who you truly are?
Show them your soul.